Thursday, 29 October 2009

Life wish

You can wish for all in the world
Money - a good job - tons of friends - healt
physique - fame - long life

But what I truly wish for the most - is to be an
optimist!

I think it is going allright really..
A year ago all I could do was to sleep all day.. no food, no exercise, no anything
I didn't cook, go outside my room

Everything is NOT fine
But they are on the way, and that, is the most important thing

What I have FINALLY learned, is to just take a day at at a time - I have been saying it for some time now, but it is not before now that I actually live by it!
I have learned that it is okay to have a bad day.
That I just can't do what everyone do at he same pace as them

It is a huge relief
- not to feel like fool every single day
- not to feel less wothy of life every single day
- not to doubt me as a person
- not to feel that everyone is judging me

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