Mood still low.
Been talking to a nurse and a doctor, and first of all,
all I can do is to wait for the medicin to start working ( 3 weeks more).
Which is a long time if you feel miserable.
As I said, I talked it over with clever folk, and am going to try to get some sensible sleep with the aid of sleeping pills, and trying not to sleep during the day.
So now "all" I gotta do is to keep on going.